Feeling Stuck in Your Exercise Routine? Here’s How to “Audit” Your Movement Practice

Do you have one of more of these problems with your current exercise routine?

  • You feel generally stuck in your exercise routine.
  • You don’t know what exercises to do for your goal so you default to the same shit even though you don’t particuarly love it.
  • You don’t really know what your goals are or should be so you’re just going through the motions
  • You’re just going through the motions but the spark, joy, and fulfillment are gone.

I’ve been there, too, my friend. Many times.

If you said YES to any of the bullet points above, then I invite you to do a Movement Practice Audit.

In the 30 min video I’m going to introduce the MESH framework I used to audit my own movement practice, to strip away the useless garbage, keep what was working, and reconnect with my “why” that keeps me moving (because, “exercise is good” isn’t a good enough reason…)

Need to audit your own movement practice? Follow along with the video:


Want to listen while you’re on the move? Here’s an audio version:

What is the MESH framekwork?

Does your movement practice MESH for you? MESH helps you audit four key areas of your movement practice to see what works, and what needs to change.

What works for you right now is not fixed. Auditing yourself every 6 months to a year is a good way to check in and make sure your movement practice is still serving you.

M= Meaningful

“Why am I doing this?”

Does your movement practice support your highest values? Or are you just moving because someone told you exercise is a thing you should do. Let’s discover what makes movement actually meaningful for you.

E= Enjoyable

“Do I even like doing this?”

Life’s too short to spend time doing shit you hate. And if you don’t enjoy it, you’re not going to be able to do it in a way that is sustainable. If you hate jogging, why are you forcing youself to do it? Could you find something comparable, that meeds your needs, and that you actually like?

Also note that you can learn to like something if you can connect it to your highest values. You might not love something in the moment, but you can start to connect with how it makes you feel, or that you like the feeling of mastery you get, or you like what it enables you to do as a result.

S= Sustainable

“As my movement practice is now, could I do it for the rest of my life?”

If the naswer is no, it’s not sustainable. Not that your practice should stay the same for ever. Sustainability takes into consideration that you will evolve and your practice will change, and that you are not getting locked into one paradigm for movement.

Also consider Dr. Peter Attia’s Centennarian Olympics thought experiment: What do you want to be able to do if you were to live to be 100, and how are you gonig to train for those, like they are Olympic events. Don’t just hope for the best.

Like my favourite shirt says… Train For Life.

Amazing shirt is by Toronto company Screaming Monkey Apparel

H= Healthy

“Am I meeting my body’s demands?”

Healthy means so many things to so many people. I like think of health as an act of meeting our bodies current demands.

Is your nervous system sympathetic dominant? Health might mean meeting that demand.

Do you have joint movement restrictions that are keeping you stuck in pain and lethargy: Health might mean meating that demand.

And many other factors that I couln’t possibly cover in a video.

So how did you do on your audit?

Understanding the MESH framework is a great place to start. From here, we can go deeper.

The MESH audit is just one tool of many that I’ve been developing for the past 2 years, and I’ll be putting it out slowly in a series of videos like this one over the next several months.

I’m going to be putting together an in depth program called Physical Mastery in which I’ll be taking a group of folks through all the steps of my movement practice audit. Not sure when it will be a fully actualized thing, but the gears are in motion.

Physical Mastery is for anyone feeling stuck with their body, uninspired, energetically depleted, and not sure what to do to get out of the physical and mental funk.

The Physical Mastery program will help you to connect more deeply with your body by understanding, healing, and deepening your relationship with it. You’ll discover what’s holding you back from inhabiting your body with more ease and joy through a series of practical and conceptual exercises. The end result is to have all the tools you need to build a movement practice that inspires you, and makes you feel energized, resilient, and grounded to take on the world.

Sounds pretty good, right? I think I created this program because it’s exactly what I needed when I was going thourgh a quarter life crisis and needed to get myself out of the hole I was digging for my body and my life: Eating disorder, compulsive exerciser, multiple back injuries, trying to meet everyone’s expecatations and dismissing my own needs.

Sound like you? I’m looking for a group of “beta” participants to give the Physical Mastery Program a test drive!

If you are looking for clarity in your movement practice so you can feel more energized, connected with your life’s purpose, and in better relationship with your body, shoot me an email to get in touch and be one of the beta participants.

Movement Practice (part 11): A Food Analogy

Big Food and Big Fitness

If there is another industry set up to package and sell us something to consume which, when otherwise left untouched by capitalism, has had (can and does still have) a traditional salubrious value for our species, its the food industry.

There are so many parallels that I see running between “Big Food”, and “Big Fitness” (capitalization representing the omniscience and all-pervasiveness these industries seem driven to have), and how these businesses (note: businesses, not healing traditions) can affect our behaviours, for the better and the worse.

Primarily, there is the parallel tendency for both of these industries to profit off of peoples’ insecurities around body image, a near universal shame trigger that strongly motivates our behaviours around food and exercise (particularly in women). The less good we feel about how we look, the more money there is for them to make in the selling of “solutions” which are rarely more than bait-  a diet, a fitness program, even a shoe-  perpetuating our comparison between how we look with their decided upon societal norm for health, beauty, and fitness.

A second parallel is that food and exercise are both are things we can buy and consume, and their respective industries desire to control the market so that what we aware of that exists to buy is theirs. To choose otherwise is to rebel. From Big Food we learn that it is much easier to be ignorant as to where our food comes from and the intention behind how it was “manufactured”.

What CAFOs, Monsanto, and Tracy Anderson have in common

As an example, take the dominant sources of our food supply: CAFOs (confined animal feeding operations). These are the unsightly, shit-swamp, factory farms that produce the majority of our meat supply, and Monsanto, the agriculture business that has the largest domain over the produce available to buy in the supermarket. These two players dominate our food supply to the point that we don’t think to question where it comes from and what else might be out there because its the norm, its cheaper, and we’re told its just fine to consume.

Similarly, from Big Fitness we have popular figures and companies- celebrity trainers like Tracy Anderson and Jillian Michaels, fitness companies like Beach Body, and spreaders of health trends like Doctor Oz, who believe their way is the best way and have the platform to sell it. Their dogma (whether it is useful or not) permeates our culture. We consume it because it is there in our faces, believing it is true, unaware of the values, goals, and intentions held by their creators.

Is it fair to compare Tracy Anderson to a CAFO, or Doctor Oz to to Monsanto? Maybe not. But my point is that we can make choices, both in food and exercise, that can serve our goals or move us farther from them. The options sold to us by the big industries are often unhealthy (sometimes unethical) and they’re not the only options. Sadly the other options lack the voice to have as strong an impact (though this is changing) and remain hidden from us unless we look. The problem is, most of us don’t know there’s something else to look for.

The choice we often don’t know we have is to rebel against what is being sold to us and actively seeking what aligns with what is truly healthiest and best for us. The latter is to choose the path of exploration, inquiry, and critical thinking.

And so, I feel that this comparison between Big Food and Big Fitness provides a useful analogy to more deeply unpack our question “what is movement practice?”, and unveils some of the ways that these industries thrive on our ignorance, our insecurities, and our tendency to choose what is readily available (remember part 10 which was all about instant gratification).

In Defense of Movement

In his book In Defense of Food, Michael Pollan offers what I feel to be the most simple, concise, and useful piece of advice for any human “eater”: Eat real food. Not too much. Mostly plants. We can apply this guidance to any diet, from raw vegan to paleo to ketogenic to pescatarian (but probably not Breatharian).

From this, I was inspired to distill a similar soundbite of advice for us humans as movers, echoing Pollan’s guidance: Move daily. Not too much. Mostly non-exercise. Similarly to Pollan’s eating advice, I feel this applies to any physical practice, from powerlifting to yoga to marathon running.

A little further along I’ll break down in more detail, as Pollan did in his book, what I mean by these three sentences.

But first…

Commoditization Strikes Again

In Defense of Food is an informative exploration of Pollan’s first-hand experiences of the Big Food industry. How it thrives on us eating more total food, prioritizing quantity over quality (particularly our consuming more processed food products, which are notoriously low in nutritional quality). Pollan describes this commoditization of food as reductionist, replete with fads, deliberately manufactured and marketed to get us hooked.

Commoditization changes what the food is, in particular with the advent of genetic modification, and agricultural “advances” such as mono-cultures that allow us to grow heaps of scientifically altered corn and soy. Mono-cultures are not regenerative ways of growing food and not only produce lower quality produce, but deplete the soil of nutrients in the process (regenerative agriculture, by contrast, aims to use farming as a way to naturally enhance the quality of the land by working with it, not depleting it. It uses farming practices that actually enhance biodiversity, soil quality, and the ecosystems themselves, replicating the cycles in nature that allow a system to thrive).

Pollan would argue that this “enhanced” produce is not even real food (hence the first three words of his advice: Eat real food). In his view, the food industry makes a profit on reducing food to its individual nutrients. Rather than seen and eaten in its whole food form, we have industries that revolve around creating “fake foods” that can be made more nutritious than real foods, with science (think almond milk enhanced with additional B vitamins, or eggs with additional omega-3 fats). Clever impersonations of real food that are “nutritionally equivalent”, or even claiming to be superior, put in a package touting impressive health claims. To this, Pollan has another ludicrously simple yet effective rule to follow: If it makes health claims, it probably isn’t healthy. After all, we don’t need a label to tell us that celery is healthy.

What the food industry fails to consider in its reductionism is that food was meant to be eaten in its whole form. There is a sophistication in the whole food that we have yet to fully understand, that we probably lack the tools to measure yet, and which we miss when all we see when we look at an orange is the vitamin C.

We notice that eating oranges has health benefits. Thanks to our current scientific abilities, we can measure the vitamin C (the discovery of which wasn’t even until 1930, a recent blip in our history). And so we reduce the orange to the vitamin that can be measured, and infuse the vitamin into things it would never be found in in nature- gummy candies, pills, drinks, powders-  without considering that there is more to an orange than its vitamin C content. We just don’t know enough about it yet. It was only very recently in our history, after all, that vitamins and minerals were “discovered”, but they were always there. What new compound in the orange will we discover is all important to our health in 2130 that we will decide is useful to isolate and infuse into as many other things as possible? It is this reduce, isolate, and scientific –reinventing process that Pollan warns against.

The nutritional claims Pollan urges us to avoid are smoke and mirrors as the intention behind the business of food is to sell more food at a lower cost while claiming it is just as good as the “real”, unadulterated thing. For example, there is the fact that the government subsidizes the production of those vast fields of mono-cultured corn and soy because it is used in so many products, food and otherwise, giving incentive (or rather, little other choice) for the farmers but to grow more and more of it if they want to stay in business.

Modern day “hunting” for real food

A sad story indeed that it takes actual effort for us to find and eat real food. We have to actively look for it. We have to go out of our way, hunt for it, armed with information, because much of what is sold in big grocery stores are processed and unethically produced food commodities, not gifts from the land.

If you remember back to the chapter on gift culture versus commoditization, we can see this theme emerge once again. Regenerative agriculture treats the land as a gift, and each practice is undertaken with the intention that using the land in an appropriate way leads to its growth and development, and increase in the gift. On the other hand, Big Food takes the land and turns what grows there into a commodity, leading to the slow destruction of the ecosystem’s quality only to produce more food, of higher value on the market, but lower worth to us as eaters.

Food rant complete, what does this have to do with movement?

Did those attitudes feel familiar?

They should. I feel that most everything I wrote above about Big Food could be said about Big Fitness as these industries operate with nearly identical values. Is it not so clear to you? Here’s what I mean.

First, take reductionist thinking. This is rampant in popular fitness culture. Movement is often reduced to specific exercises for body parts. Individual muscle groups are isolated rather than seen for their role with the body as a whole, moving unit. The bicep curl works the bicep, often neglecting to look at how the bicep serves us in full body movement patterns like walking, climbing, pushing, and pulling. But because we are told quantity (in the bicep’s case, size) is more important and we reduce training the bicep to various exercises, sets, and reps in isolation. This takes a familiar parallel with Big Food’s tendency to take the nutrients out of the food and recreate more scientific ways of eating, rather than eating the original, whole food. Similarly to Pollan’s earlier advice, if you hear a fitness trend or exercise program called “scientific”, steer clear. In this way, a workout routine based around bicep curls and other isolation exercises can be similar to a diet based around taking supplements.

Second, in fitness (and in rehab- an often necessary component of movement practice) we are often guilty of blaming muscles for our problems.”Its my tight psoas and weak glutes causing all my physical and psychological problems and I just need to get someone to jab their elbow into it every week”. Psoas and glutes are now labelled as problems to isolate and fix. Similarly to our food paradigm, its often a specific food, macronutrient, or vitamin that is labelled as the problem (too much, not enough) and needs to be cut out or carefully managed. Remember how fat was labelled bad, a primary cause of cardiovascular disease? And then as bodybuilding became more mainstream, eating a ton of protein was the touted solution to all problems? And now present day, low carb is the holy grail. Are eggs good or bad? (the debate still rages on). The demonizing and putting on a pedestal of muscles and exercises, foods and nutrients, often doesn’t solve the actual problem. Taking more vitamin C in isolation to support your immune system won’t help if you continue to live a high-stress life you struggle to cope with and eat a diet that is 50% pizza, just as releasing your psoas and strengthening your glute muscles in isolation won’t necessarily help unless you treat your body as a whole unit and address the underlying cause of these perceived deficits.

We are as guilty of falling for the misleading health claims of exercise fads as as we are for fad diets with similar outlandish claims.

We are susceptible of being marketed the idea that we need to look like celebrities and Instagram fitness models, who then sell us both their workout routines, diets, and dogmas.

We are susceptible to the pull of quantity over quality in both exercise and our eating habits.

In fitness and food, we lack the regenerative aspect: We use our bodies for exercise and deplete our energetic resources (our poor mitochondria…) just as agriculture tends use the land and deplete the soil of its nutrients.

And when we are kept in the dark, we have only one option: Big Food as eaters, Big Fitness as movers. To have just one option is to have no option.

Big Fitness $ells

Sometimes I think my career would be more lucrative if I were more ignorant.

Big Fitness sells to the masses in the short term for two reasons. One, because it feeds on our insecurities: Body image, looking weak, and the need to fit in. Three things that are especially poignant drivers of our choices of behaviour that Big fitness knows exactly how to cater to. And two, this message is spread by people who already have platforms and budgets to market it far and wide.

There are “leaders” and celebrities in the fitness industry who I think care more for having a full roster of clientele (or passive income via their online fitness program) to support their affluent lifestyle goals than they do for helping people create healthy habits for the long term. The leading spokespeople for Big Fitness (who are either honestly delusional or incentivised by monetary gain) are rarely in the business of educating their clients on how to make their own choices so they won’t succumb to the marketing of commoditized fitness. There is profit in keeping people dependent, ignorant,  and providing an easy, mindless solution backed up by “science”.

While kept in the dark, many of us have been, and will continue to be, lured in by the touting of health claims and promotion of fitness fads because these speak to our insecurities, are readily available, and most of us don’t know any better. Some people truly believe that pizza counts as a vegetable source, appropriate for children in many US schools because of the tomato sauce (a belief that was ultimately shut down when it was deemed that the slice would need to be swimming in half a cup of sauce in order to be considered a serving of veggies).

And if you will remember the point expanded upon in part 10, most of us are more motivated by instant gratification, and behaviours patterned by our shame, than by the thought of engaging in a challenging (yet enriching) process that delays reward, and thus we are susceptible to this too-good-to-be-true marketing. This is extremely frustrating to witness as a personal trainer, because what I’m offering- A regenerative, healthy movement practice based on an honest exploration of the congruence of their needs, goals, and values- doesn’t sell nearly as well as “burn fat fast with this simple exercise routine you can do while you watch TV!”, and “eat pizza, its a vegetable!”.

In both matters of food and fitness, if it claims to be convenient, fast, easy, and scientific, beware.

Breaking the cycle of dependence

Yes, Big Fitness and Big Food have a lot in common, and one of the main points is that they thrive on keeping us in the dark as to what is naturally regenerative, holistic, and healthiest for ourselves and our society, while keeping us dependent on their commodities for their own profit.

This might seem to be an overly pessimistic view, but in fact, I’m ever the optimist (annoyingly so, if you were to ask a few of my clients). If the only thing Big Fitness has on us is our ignorance, there’s an easy fix- Its awareness. We all have the power to break our habit of dependence simply by starting to recognize how Big Fitness also depends on us feeling ashamed of our bodies, and looking for the next easy dopamine hit in the form of an outfit, exercise, or diet. Its this weird, unhealthy, codependent relationship, and as much as we’d like the industries to change, the onus is on us to break the cycle.

Revolution starts in your kitchen

In an interview a short while ago I heard Dr. Mark Hyman, functional medicine doctor and founder of the Cleveland Clinic, say something that struck me as quite poignant: “Cooking is a revolutionary act”, as it helps to develop critical awareness of what you’re eating, where it comes from, and how it impacts you and society. Not buying in to Big Food starts in the kitchen.

I echo his sentiment here from a movement perspective:  Adopting the mindset of movement practice can be a revolutionary act. Not buying in to Big Fitness can also start in the kitchen (or any room, the point is that it need not be a big formal gym), when you decide that in the time it takes for your dinner to cook, or the five minutes in the morning for your coffee to brew, you can connect with your body. It doesn’t need to be an hour. It doesn’t need to be intense, trendy, or even have a specific goal or metric attached to it.

In an economy that thrives on us being less self-reliant and self-aware, following trends, and doing what we’re told we “should”, choosing to move in a non-commoditized, marketed way- choosing to explore what your body can do and move as an act of gratitude- is a revolutionary act.

And as with learning to eat with quality of nutrition in mind, learning to move with our health in mind is a matter of changing values, which is no easy feat. It requires clearing the noise spouting from Big Fitness telling us how to look, feel, and exercise, to do some exploration of the options that are not blatantly marketed at us.

Feeling is Believing

The hardest part is making the first steps into the unknown.

But once you dive in- eat the local, pasture raised chicken, taste the difference, feel the difference in your health, and see the impact that supporting your local farmer has on the community, you can’t easily go back to pulling the wool over your eyes. Sure it may be more expensive, but only in the short term, as in the long term you are supporting sustainable practices both for your health and the environment around you that means you’ll probably spend less money on managing sickness later in life. I would rather spend my money on investing in my good health than trying to treat illness.

The same holds true for movement and exercise. The choices that are truly going to be the healthiest for us and not for the economy of fitness may be more costly up front (but not always, as a 30 minute walk in nature is generally 100% free), less obvious, and less instantly gratifying, but once you start to feel the difference you will be happy to live by the mantra: Move daily. Not too much. Mostly non-exercise.

Movement Practice (part 6): The Challenges of Talking About Movement

If you are still reading this series, I really appreciate you! I don’t know exactly where this is going, but what I know for sure is that I’m not anywhere close to being finished… Thanks for reading this far.

Beyond Archetypes

In parts one through five (see all Movement Practice chapters HERE) I used archetypes as a metaphor for the various ways people think about, talk about, and act out movement. In exploring this intersection between who people are and how they interact with movement and exercise, we’ve set the stage for the meat of the conversation to follow: What is a movement practice? How is this different than exercise? And, with the assumption that having a movement practice is important, how do we go about creating one that has meaning and use for us?

Speaking of Movement…

My very attempt at writing this may be a fool’s task. Alas, movement is not a medium for which a deep understanding can come through talking about it. Words are poor vessels to help us understand something like movement that is, by its very nature, meant to be embodied and experienced, through our physical structures.

Indeed, as I sat down to write about why this thing in my life and the lives of many called a “movement practice” is important, and what it means to me, I realized that I had a concept, but not the concise words to communicate it (a recurring theme in my life, for the record). 

Up until this point I was operating on vague feeling- That a movement practice feels different than a workout, exercise, or physical activity. That the women’s fitness chain Curves’ curcuit workout has different “vibe” to it and attracts a different archetype than a traditional Sivananda yoga class, for example.  

I think this subjective feeling is worth identifying more clearly, and in this chapter I will begin the investigation of the words that help to describe the quality of these relationships between mind, body, and movement I call movement practice.

Moving Into Understanding

There are many who, like myself in my “then”, can’t quite describe why their physical situations feel saturated with a sense of lack (of purpose, goals, or meaning), or are indescribably stressful, painful, or monotonous. In fact, many people I work with have initially come to me with the sense that there is something “more” they need, or that something is missing in their lives, usually relating to their bodies and their health, that they can get through movement.

Movement, not words, can be the hand to reach out and turn the doorknob of the door of understanding, behind which we can discover what’s currently missing from us. Where words can fail and confuse us, movement speaks to us on a visceral level. It connects us with a physical feeling, an undertone that we can then put words to. This is why somatic therapeutic practices (like Somatic Experiencing® and Somato-Emotional Release® for example), can be so helpful for individuals with mental health issues. 

Think of words as signposts pointing to something greater, beyond the words themselves, for us to examine. For you, the reader, my hopes is that my words may challenge your current belief systems and habits around movement. That by identifying with an archetype, your relationship with movement becomes articulated to you beyond a “vibe”. 

The rest of this chapter will define several core terms that I feel to be important for this discussion. I found the definitions from the dictionary to be insufficient for our discussion around movement, and that it was necessary to inquire into the words’ meaning more deeply in this context (as The Transcender knows, context changes everything). 

The following words (signposts) are relevant for the chapters to follow, and I suggest you get acquainted with them.

Movement

The dictionary says:

  • An act of changing physical location or position or of having this changed. A change or development in something.

I am writing this primarily with the movement of our bodies in mind, but think like The Transcender for a moment. Movement isn’t limited to the physical motion of our bodies. Movement is change. In location, position, or in a thing itself. Your internal environment changing. The environment around you changing. Movement is you developing, for better or worse. Movement is forwards, backwards, and sideways. Three (or more) dimensions. Movement requires reference points to observe a change, and thus must be a relationship between two or more objects or phenomena.

Exercise can be movement in many senses of the word, but not all movement is exercise. Likewise, not all exercise is development. Not all exercise can be seen as a relationship like movement must be.

I want to suggest that we think of movement in this broader sense as trajectory, change, development, and relationship. In doing so we can see how movement is inclusive of more elements than the physical movement we consciously do with our bodies when we workout or play a sport.

A movement practice, by this line of thinking, can include things such as I am doing right now: Periods of stillness, introspection, and the act of sitting down to write. In the words of Greek philosopher Heraclitus, all things are flux- Movement permeates and relate to all areas of our inner and outer lives. 

Exercise

The dictionary says:

  • Activity requiring physical effort, carried out especially to sustain or improve health and fitness. A process, task, or activity carried out for a specific purpose, especially one concerned with a specified area or skill.
  • To use or apply.
  • Occupy the thoughts of; worry or perplex.

As previously mentioned, exercise is movement, but not all movement is exercise. An exercise can be skilled practice, skilled practice can be exercise, but exercise is not skilled practice. These distinctions are part of what I like to call the movement/exercise/practice fallacy. (There’s nothing I like more than clarifying distinctions between similar terms and discovering fallacies by which we live.)

To be clear, when I compare exercise and movement I don’t want to demonize exercise and put movement on a pedestal. Exercise is an important component of a movement practice, which is why I don’t like to see the two lumped together to rot in the compost heap of misunderstood words.

While for many, such as The Exerciser archetype, exercise can be a detriment, obsessive and unhealthy. Yet for others exercise is a valuable, healthy experience. Exercise can be done with the beneficial intention to improve one’s health, strength, or endurance, even while consciously being aware of not enjoying the physical act of it (such as wind sprints, unless you happen to be a masochistic type). We can be aware that we are exercising only to get something out of it, know that we aren’t being present while doing it, and still gain from it.

Or we can exercise unaware that our mind is in a place of should-be, insufficiency, and self punishment (again, often the case for The Exerciser). The dictate of how reciprocal of health our trajectory becomes is our own awareness of how and what we are using exercise for. There is no end to fitness trends marketed towards The Exerciser with this every intention- Providing an means to buy an experience in which people can tune out from their bodies together, feeding off of each others’ perceived need to be and look like someone their not. To fit in with the “good people” with their “good bodies”, and make up for unhealthy habits. Spinning classes, Cross-Fit, and F45 are just some potential examples of this.

We must also distinguish between an exercise (the noun), and exercise (the verb). An exercise by definition is something in the realm of practice, whereas exercise is something we normally do without the mindset of practice.

Lastly, it is interesting to note the latter two definitions of the word from above. We can use exercise in a way that we are in it to get something out of it, and so too can we be exercised- Stressed, worried, slowly ground down. We can be exercised by our improper use of exercise, which often paves the path of demise for The Exerciser and Over-Identifier.

Exercise and movement have an important relationship both with each other in the space of a movement practice, and with ourselves in the space of our lives. How these aspects of a movement practice interact with each other and impact on you, the user, doer, practitioner, define how healthy and useful it will be for you.

Practice

The dictionary says:

  • The actual application or use of an idea, belief, or method as opposed to theories about such application or use.
  • The customary, habitual, or expected procedure of something. The carrying out or exercise of a profession.
  • Repeated exercise in or performance of an activity or skill so as to acquire or maintain proficiency in it.

Love isn’t the only thing that gets to be a triangle. We can identify three sides of practice:

1) The actual doing of a thing (versus the talking or thinking about a thing).
2) The doing of a thing as a rote, habitual, expected thing to do, to get something out of it, often with little awareness of the impact it may be having in the moment and on the future forecast.
3) The deep practice of a thing that results in a flow state, development of some aspect of self, with the intention of mastery of a skill.

When we talk about a movement practice, type 1 is always implied (or it would be a movement idea or thought- Still movement in terms of changing patterns of neurons, but neglecting the action on the thought that is requisite for the fully fledged physical movement practice we’re speaking of). A defining factor in the quality, meaning, or use of a movement practice is due in part to whether the core intention is type 2 or 3. 

Are you type 2: going through the motions, doing it because you feel you should be as an expectation of your peer group or an authority figure? Or are you type 3: your goal is to practice, to develop a skill, to learn and experience flow?

Neither is right or wrong, and each type has its place within a movement practice. We need to know more about the context and the individual to say which type of practice is appropriate for the person at this moment in time. 

Relationship

  • The way in which two or more concepts, objects, or people are connected, or the state of being connected.
  • The way in which two or more people or organizations regard and behave toward each other.

As previously mentioned, there can be no measurable movement unless we are comparing two objects, people, or phenomena with each other. We need reference points to define the relationship of two bodies in terms of position, location, speed, velocity, etc. As a Complementarian knows, nothing can be understood on its own, without context. And so we cannot speak of physical movement without discussing it as a relationship between two or more things.

As an experiment, just for fun, try for an entire day to use the word movement instead of relationship. The movement between two friends, partners, or family members. Perhaps we have so many challenges with relationships because we think of them as static entities, when in fact it is more like the planets orbiting around the sun- Sometimes moving together, sometimes apart, ebbing and flowing, each with their own trajectory while being impacted on by the gravity of the other.

The relationships I am interested in investigating are the ones we have with movement and exercise, and the connection between movement and exercise themselves (as already alluded). How we regard and behave towards them. How was can become attached to them. How this relationship changes with time. How the quality of this relationship and our perception of it impact on our lives and our health. I think these are questions worth exploring.

Interaction

  • Reciprocal action or influence.

Physicist Carlo Ravelli, author of Seven Brief Lessons on Physics believes that all reality is interaction. That the human self is a “huge wave of happenings”. He says in a radio interview with On Being‘s Krista Tippett:

“…we do understand the world better, not in terms of things but in terms of interaction between things and how things interact with one another, even in biology. We understand biology in terms of evolution, how things change… We understand the antelope because there is a lion and the lion because there is antelope. We don’t understand them in isolation”. 

Bruce Hood, author of The Self Illusion, a lovely book on the neuroscience of self (or the lack thereof), communicates through his research how our sense of self is only possible because of the interactions and  experiences.  Our identities are inextricable from our surroundings- people, places, and things that formed who we are and will be since we had sufficient capacity to retain memories. “Self” is the sum of the interactions between other people and our material possessions in our lives up until now. He goes on to explain that, “The emergence of self is epigenetic- an interaction of the genes in the environment… In a sense, who we really are comes down to those around us”.

I find these views on interaction go beyond the definition from the dictionary of reciprocal action or influence and express how interaction it is the very landscape of our existence.

To appreciate movement and exercise and their place in our lives therefore it is important to investigate the nature of the interaction both between the two and ourselves. Movement is a “happening”, ever changing, un-fixable in time and space, and we cannot understand it as a thing we study under a microscope, but as the interaction that is a defining feature of what movement is.

Healthy

  • Not diseased.
  • Indicative of, conducive to, or promoting good health.
  • Normal, natural, and desirable.

If the definition of “healthy” refers to promoting good health, then we also must understand what is “good health”? I feel good health is more than the absence of disease and illness, although this is how it is commonly defined (at a detriment to our conventional medical system).

According to the pioneering functional medicine doctor Mark Hyman, “disease arises from an imbalance in the system”. If the opposite is true, then health must arise as a result of a balanced system. In an interview, Dr. Hyman uses the metaphor of a farmer tending to soil quality to produce a healthy crop. Working with the system versus treating a symptom. He describes his goal as a doctor as”creating health”, not treating disease. Working with the ecosystem in an integrated way. In his description of functional medicine he says, “We’re actually taking care of the soil so disease can’t actually occur, or it goes away as a side effect of creating health”.

A system with intact homeostasis, resiliency to stressors; “healthy” is more than the absence of symptoms. We know that it is possible to have a disease that can be dormant for years, unbeknownst to us, yet we feel “healthy”, or “normal”, until we start experiencing symptoms indicative of the later stages of the condition. By this point, we are often too late to effectively treat many illnesses.

Nor do I feel that “normal” or “natural” are descriptive of what healthy is. Especially in our current world state in which what we consider normal is for human beings to cope, numb, and distract ourselves from ill health, physically and mentally, as the average, acceptable way of life.

As one of my clients put it to me as we reflected on her progress over a year’s work with her body, “The thing that blows my mind is that the feeling of unease and tightness used to be my ‘normal’. It was a constant I was unaware was holding me back from being more active and feeling more joy in my life”. If healthy is normal, yet normal is to be ignorantly unhealthy, what is health?

We can say “health is homeostasis”, but what does this feel like? To put put it more poetically, more subjectively, good health feels like the awakening to our potential. Stepping in our own power. Thriving and flourishing, not merely disease free. Health manifests as feeling like energetic and passionate participants in our lives. Good health feels like waking up inspired to interact with our priorities. 

 

Because I am unsatisfied with the current dictionary definition, I would like to add to it. Healthy is not simply the absence of disease, but a state of flourishing, optimal balanced function of all systems in a living organism; efficient homeostasis allowing for an individual to experience a complete spectrum of mental and physical interactions available to them.

“Healthy” can also refer to a relationship or interaction, not a living thing, and we can use a similar definition: A healthy interaction or relationship is one that affords for the individuals and things involved to flourish, be in balanced coexistence, etc.

Integrated

  • With various parts or aspects linked or coordinated. Combine (one thing) with another so that they become a whole.

For our purposes, integrated refers to a way of interacting with movement and exercise. We can integrate it with or isolate it from the other areas of our lives. We can have it as a thing we consider separately from us, or we can see us and movement combined as a whole, see how movement and our relationship with it is linked to how we interact with the other realms of life.

The rest of this work will focus on how to move in a direction of a healthy, integrated relationship with movement: The Integrator’s way of living. That being said, I don’t believe that everyone should aspire to be The Integrator archetype. We need to consider context. Consider what is now serving you in your current context, and what would happen if we took away this source of comfort or stability- your habits, behaviours, attitudes. How ready would you be to adapt? 

Thus, to integrate is my perceived ideal, but it may be a graded process, a journey, to that goal, one which you may never fully reach. Integration is not a destination or a fixed state, it is a path.

Part of the path of integrating is also the understanding that inherent in it is the necessity for things to first be deconstructed, broken apart, and isolated in order to understand them better, before reconnecting them more healthily. 

At the end of the day, its not whether you successfully became an Integrator that will dictate the quality of your life, health, and well-being (things we have a hard time defining in absolute terms anyway), but who you were in that process. How you showed up to the challenges, interacted with the “huge wave of happenings”.